A day in the life of Lady Rain

17.X4.10

Over the last few days I’ve come to the realization that I tend to push good things in my life away…

Still trying to figure out why I do what I do…

I’ve seem to find myself getting lost in home projects the past few days, which is something I really wasn’t into before.I now have a pretty dope bedroom, still in the making…but it’s not like anyone will ever see it. 9 months and counting…I’m starting to think love is kinda like santa, or the tooth fairy.Complete BULLSHIT!

15.X4.10

Don’t you just hate it when shit turns out too good to be true?I oddly find myself in this situation more often than not…Not really sure where all my high hopes come from, being that I feel as though I’m usually disappointed the majority of the time.Constantly seeking happiness in the form of others…knowing that only true happiness comes from within.

I feel like we go through life with constant purpose to please others, when less time is focused on ourselves.Why does the society in which we live form us to believe that’s the way to be?I think that if we focused more on individuality, rather than whole, this world would be much different!!

12-X4-10

In all honesty I’ve really been neglecting things I enjoy, such as painting and writing.I seem to be getting lost doing things that don’t necessarily matter.Why does this happen, and how lost can we let ourself get before we go mad?I don’t think that our society embrases madness as we should…look at the greatness that comes from madness…

-Beethoven

-Picasso

-Cobain

-Michael

and the list goes on…

So as we speak I’m telling myself to make more “me” time…will it last I doubt it.Unless I can find my new addiction…first it was BP,then MS,WOW,SL and now it’s still FB, which might I add am about OVER!I won’t allow myself to get into tweeting..not my scene really.I usually to try be one step ahead of people..what do we call that?Oh yeah a LEADER…something we should all strive to be!